 Thursday, March 31, 2011
Best Wishes Don't screw this one up. Thursday, March 18, 2010
Hey So...This is weird. It's been years since I blogged here. I've actually created new ones but I keep coming back to this one. Well.. update? Hmm. Things are very different now. A lot has changed but a lot also remains the same. This blog is like a huge memory bank for me..every entry reminds me of us and how we used to be. like I said, things have been different for awhile. It's nobody's fault. It's just the way it has to be. See? Now you're finally happy. If I had said yes.... you wouldn't have met her.. does that make me sad? Ofcourse. But it also makes me glad you've found the right one. Do i miss you? Yes. Do I still love you? Yes. Does it change anything? No. I wish I could explain the reasons behind the rejection..I wish I could make you understand. I did it for us y'know. I wanted you to fight for me...yeah...but when you didn't I was happy to let you go and live your life. And now we're both happy. I guess it all worked out in the end. Sometimes though I still have faint memories of you and me. Like this blog for example. I miss talking to you most of all. Nobody could quite get me the way you do. Maybe one day i can talk to you again and we could laugh at all the crap we've been through. I can't right now because it hurts too much to see you with someone. I know it's stupid because I just said i was happy for you. I am. But it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Maybe you'll never read this. I don't really care. I don't even know why I'm writing. Lol. This is stupid. See you around. Monday, October 08, 2007
new blog site! ah. time to move on. this would be my last ZAHIR entry. hehe. it's been fun. update you guys where i'm moving  just check your friendster, multiply or facebook accounts ok?love you all! Tuesday, September 25, 2007
.... the reason why??? wtf. hahaha. im so f*cking dramatic........................................... yeah well. the reason why...... why we can't ever be together. that's my reason. problem is....even if you wanted to....you can't change it. so there. Thursday, September 13, 2007
the reason why... You Were Mine I can't find a reason to let go Even though you've found a new love And she's what your dreams are made of I can't find a reason to hang on What went wrong can be forgiven Without you it ain't worth livin' alone Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take you away When for so long you were mine Took out all the pictures of our special days It was a time of love and laughter Happy ever after But even those old pictures have begun to fade Please tell me she's not real And that you're really comin' home to stay Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take your heart away When for so long you were mine I remember when you were mine Friday, July 20, 2007
update,update,update!
so what have i been up to lately??? let's see....
Friday, July 20, 2007
? i cant sleep. this is why i don't have internet access at home. lol. if i did...i'd probably be blogging all the time because of the people i talk to on YM.................................................................................... and the stuff i see on friendster..................................................................... yeah well... i look at it every now and then because it hurts me everytime. and i need that right now. it's a not-so-pleasant reminder of how i gained everything....and how i lost it...all at the same time.  Friday, July 20, 2007
..... you know how people get hurt when they realize you just lied to them? or how you feel awful bacause you know that what you keep telling yourself over and over is a lie. You lie in order to make yourself feel better..... You start clinging onto the lies because the lie doesn't hurt as much. You lie to people because telling them the truth would make your pain real. You lie so you wouldn't have to deal with the fact that you're hurting and all you wanna do is scream into a pillow or curse the world til your lungs give out and your eyes fall out from crying... the truth is more cruel than the lie. but i'm tired of lying. aren't you? Thursday, July 19, 2007
slipped away
miss you, miss you so bad I don't forget you, oh it's so sad I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh Nah nah la la la nah nah I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't Oooooh I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh I had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why And I can't take it It wasn't fake It happened, you passed by Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go, Somewhere your not coming back The day you slipped away Was the day i found it won't be the same noo.. The say you slipped away Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh... i miss you... Saturday, June 16, 2007
last night i don't wanna go into detail..but i just wanted to remind myself that last night was one of the worst nights of my life! 
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(grrr...haven't read book 6!)